Today I went and had surgery to remove a lymph node. It's been sent to pathology and I should have some type of results in 10 days. I imagine this will be the longest 10 days. So I'm feeling slightly nauseated tonight, and having some pain at the surgical site. Thankfully I have some Darvocet so I'm just waiting for it to kick in so I can sleep another few hours.
~sigh~ I'm ready to get out of this slum that I'm in. School gets started again on the 19th, I'm ready for a routine again. I know that being a stay at home mom is an actual job but somehow I'm left feeling like I have no purpose. I'm ready to get back out in the work force and have my own income. I want to take my kids shopping just because I can, I'd like to just go buy candles because I want to. At this point I just need to feel like I'm contributing.
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6 comments:
I hope things start looking up for you! They will get better, sometimes it just feels like they won't!
Nonsense - being a mom is the hardest gig out there!
I will be having good thought for you over the next 10 days! hang in there!
Hang in there, things will get better!
you're contributing in the most important way possible- bringing two lives into the world and making sure they grow up healthy and happy! but i know you are excited to get into nursing, im sure you will be great at it!
I agree with beany02 to start with. And then you just need to let go of everything you can't control. I know easier said than done. Just hang in there, smile and laugh! You'll come out the other side!
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