Friday, December 10, 2010

graduation = happy, right?

This Wednesday is my pinning (aka: graduation)
I'm officially done with school!!!!  
I should be so excited.... 

I am following in the footsteps of many fantastic ladies in my family,
#1: my momma

my grandma, a few aunts, my besties mom..... I have great women to look up to

But, being done has left me feeling sad!
My last day of clinicals was Tuesday.
Instead of dancing out of the hospital I was left feeling terrified!  Holy crap!  No more clinicals? 
Now what am I gonna do with myself?
I have no job lined up, no offers, nothing.... 
so now that I'm officially a nurse, I get to sit at home  :(  not how I envisioned this going.

And to make me even more sad.....
hubs got a call last night to go back to work for a couple of weeks... good news right?
yeah, and no
he's gonna be working nights...
which means he's gonna miss my pinning  :(
*tears*

he offered to check to see if he can go in late but I think that looks bad on his part so he's gonna go ahead and work.  When work is this slim you don't ask for time off!

So I'll put my big girl panties on for the night but I'm still gonna be sad.... I feel like he's been my partner through all of this, we've worked really hard towards this goal and now he won't be there to watch me finish  *more tears*



5 comments:

Shannon said...

:o( That's too bad that he can't be there but you KNOW that he is so proud of you! Congrats, lady!

Lucky in Love said...

I totally get it...but the important part is that you did it girl! And your hubs will be there to support you from afar :)

Wishing you luck in the job search!

beany02 said...

i kind of know how you feel, i actually kind of miss school now that I am done. That sucks that Sage cant be there, its a really big day for you! but you know he will be there for you for the rest of your life and im sure he is SUPER proud of you! and we will be there to cheer you on at your ceremony!

Kristen @ Miss Prissy Paige said...

So sorry to hear the hubs has to work. :( He'll be there in spirit, as we all are.

Congrats on finishing!!

Heather said...

Congrats on finishing up!! :D

I'm sure he will be there in spirit... :)