Sunday, April 11, 2010
Have you or do you ever feel like you are trying and trying and no matter what you do you're still failing? That's where I'm at these days. School is going fabulous, my husband is still working, we have a ton of yard work that we've gotten done, Logan is doing excellent in soccer, Riley is once again sick but that's become somewhat in the norm. My family is doing great, and then the ex comes in the picture again. I can try and try to make things work between us but it just doesn't work. I have a couple of close friends and I am very close with my husband but I feel like I can't even talk to them. I'm all alone in this horrible "place" that I'm in and it's one of the worst feelings I've experienced. We will end up back in court before long, I have to meet with my lawyer this week. I just don't know what to do. I'm at that place in life where I feel like the world hates me, my family hates me, that place where I finally felt like I was on top of the world and then it crashed down around me with one phone call... the cruel things that people can say about you, it's awful and heartbreaking... Sorry for such the downer of a post... to my readers, comments are nice but please don't leave any hurtful ones as I just can't deal with it anymore!