Thursday, July 15, 2010
I am just lost, is that sad to say? Pathetic sounding? I want to find a job so bad! But what sucks is that I start school again in August, my regular babysitter has opted not to keep my little guy for me this semester.... what am I to do? Sage has lost his job.... this economy sucks! Please tell me when the last time was that a construction worker didn't have work during the summer? My husband is actually an electrician but he works with all the new constructions.... Basically life is sucking right now. I'm embarrassed of the things we're putting on craigslist, things that will only help us get by but are enough that I'll miss them. Life is sad right now. I've lost my happy place. A close friend of ours lost his mother last night after a battle with breast cancer. She was in remission and went home from work with chest pains, later she sat up and coughed blood and then died. What a horrible time for that family. And here I am feeling sorry for myself? What kind of person am I? Sorry for the crying, I guess I'm reaching out to my friends out here, I need words of wisdom, advice, something to help me get it together!